this entry is a request. yeahh its been awhile right? i've got my own book so i didnt quite blog this year. okay what should i write. hm what if i write about my one special friend . let just call him z . because he made me Z too in his essay too. hahahaha lol. okay i promised i wont mention about this . keep it ayu . dont break it .
i deleted all the things that i'd wrote about him in this blog last year because im afraid he would read it some wayyy
but guess what? he had just found my blog last week
hahahaha rugi lah kau :p
means you didnt even realized about me adoring you last year hohp
im such a goot actress
but why cant i do it on stage ? ugh stone heart -.,-
z
he maks me laugh
he makes me smile
he made me blushed
and le most unpredicted thing of all
he made me cried :,)
keeping a distant is so not cool for us, i think
mana taknyaaa pagi petang siang malam kau ada kat depan mata aku
tapi , but , walaubagaiimanapun ,
people keep on spreading bad rumours
z . you should realize that almost all the people in our school know you . and the thing they're saying about us is kinda make me uncomfortable, insecure, and what so ever that makes me feel i dont know.... but i like us like this . acting like that confession you and i made last First Ramadhan didnt happened at all . lol . im such a good actress when it goes to things like this . haha same goes to you z . but sometimes i know you cant stop thinking about it :p *evil laugh , tak cukup nafas .
so the thing is . kita kena try kurangkan masa bersama . people hate us . kot . people talk bad about us . kot . aku tak suka . kot . kau suka ke ? tak jugaa kot . hm if kawan aku tak kisah actually tapi cikgu ? haaa itu kisah sikit . kot . parents ? seriously i didnt care about what they might think at all . esp your mom and dad . haha kelakar . my parents ? i'd explained and they dont think twice to even care about it . heh
as i know you'll be reading this . i want you to know that
......
i'll tell you this after spm okay ?
so macamana ? keeping a distant or stay close or do both at the same time
i dont want you to be apart or i'll cry again
but dont you think it will be more meaningful if
hm
ugh
i cant arranged my sentence correctly
yknow what i mean?
no? good
i like bboys. i like seeing them doing those awesome moves . thanks for doing this . thanks for evrything .
